寻

我突然发现，你不见了。

我回到家里，你不在。

我到公司找你，你也不在。

我去对面的草场，见不到你。

我想，或许你会到超市逛逛，所以我又去了常光顾的那间，

可是还是没看到你。

我努力地想着所有你喜欢和你可能会去的地方。

图书馆，海边，书店，健身房，游泳池，羽球场...

我还在电影院外等了两个小时，几部电影散场后依然不见你的踪影，

所以我就买了戏票独自看了一部喜剧片。

我一边望着大荧幕，一边勉强地随着其他观众笑着，

却一边想着你到底还会去什么地方。

你是不是又离开了？

这次又到哪了？

不管你在哪里，请记得一定要等我，我一定会找到你。

因为，这是我对自己的承诺。

Again, A New Year

I forgotten what were my new year resolutions for year 2010, and wonder how many of them that I have achieved. Well, I pass my degree and this definitely has some indication for my future path.

Looking back things that happened throughout the year, ups and downs, to finally realize how things are not the same anymore. People changed, surrounding changed, status changed, thoughts changed...

Sometimes I wish life could be a bit gentler to me, but that is also how the way life shapes me to be what I am today. I am still in a so-called transition period, from the status of 'student' to 'working adult', and still trying to adapt to the change.

Also, this year I learned 2 philosophy of life. 居安思危 (to be prepared for danger in times of safety). 水能载舟，亦能覆舟(water that bears the boat is the same that swallows it up).

Should I wish for anything in 2011? Or I should rather believe that the best thing comes when you least expect it to?

Happy new year :)

这里到那里的距离还是一千步。

我踏出了一步，不是第一步，而是第一千零一步。

原来，过了这五年，大学给我们上的最长的一堂课，是友情。
而我们的最后一堂课，是离别。

Tomorrow is the long-awaited day, because I am gonna sit for the very very last paper as a university student. I can't wait for it to over.

But at the same time I am feeling down, for reasons I don't really know :(

我真的不是万能的。


对不起。

Life doesn't give you everything you want at the same time,

it gives out little by little as it goes.

But when the time you get everything you wanted,

you have already forgotten you once asked for it.