I don't know what is going wrong with my blogger, I can't upload pictures to the blog, can't even edit the text fonts of the post.. *sigh*

Anyway, I would like to say 'HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY' to these birthday girls who were born in the month of June.

> Yee Cheng
> Hui Ling
> Shu Xin
> Jie Wei
> Yah Woon
> Pei Sze
> Syze Ling

So many June babes~ ^_^

无聊论文

进了大学才体会到，假期太长也是一种折磨。下午与一位友人‘废’话家常，他建议我当个量地官，在家里量地板。我告诉他，我不止量完整间屋子的地板，还把地板顺便也擦干净咧。

今天看副刊时，读到了职场上的‘三等’公民；第一等，上班等下班；第二等，星期一等星期五；第三等，工作久了等退休。这让我联想起很多学生也是‘三等’民族；一等，上课等下课；二等，开学等放假；三等；读到厌了等毕业！而现在，我既不用上课，也不用上班，可是我依然是‘三等’人，只是我‘等’的东西不一样；‘等吃，等睡，等死’。这样‘踩’自己似乎太过极端，有点像社会垃圾的感觉，但我相信，这世上一定会有‘知音人’能了解我现在极度无聊的心情。（至少上述那位‘废友’就是其中一位.. 哈哈）

这位友人还建议我看连续剧，我才想起放假之前我在学校下载了两部港剧，一部台剧，一部英语连续剧，再加上一个在巴刹买的DVD。在大考期间看着这些连续剧流口水，多想在一个晚上扫完整套戏，可是当假期来临时，却不知怎么的怎样也提不起劲去看。我告诉朋友说，人就是这样犯贱，失去的与得不到的永远是最珍贵的。

无论如何，我的睡眠时间有增无减，这算是我在假期里最值得高兴与光荣的事情吧。在学校永远无法睡到自然醒，而且就算有时间睡觉也无法睡得安心，所以当然要乘假期时间一次过赎回所有失去的睡眠时间咯..哈哈..

大学生活是多么的忙碌，恨不得假期赶快来。可是当假期来临时，却突然觉得太空闲，还多了份愧疚感，觉得自己像是个废人似的。都说了，人都是犯贱的动物，或许不是所有人都有同感，至少我就是这样子的。

什么时候才开学啊？-_-"

意外的镇定，抚摸着慢慢复原的伤口，已成了伤痕。就算再撒盐，也不会痛。
嘴角上扬，但不见微笑，而是轻蔑。
才明白，身体呈现的自然抵抗力，是一种恩赐。
过去多么不堪回首，似乎已经不重要，有谁会在乎？
被谎言蒙蔽的双眼，不是无法看见曙光，只是不愿意把眼罩拿下。
是没有勇气，还是不愿输给那卑微的自尊心？

诺言有多无谓，把人无助地困在无情的四面墙，摸黑找不到出口。
谢谢你无意的点燃那一盏灯，我会凭着那微弱的灯光找寻出路。
曾经愚昧地把自己囚禁在倔强的监狱，做遗憾的奴隶。
掀下丑陋的面纱，我已将自己释放。

谢谢你。
虽然花了太多的时间，
绕了太大的圈，
浪费了太多的精力，
失去了太多的快乐。

这一切多么的不值得。
我会记得，要坚强。

Langkawi Trip

Frankly, I didn't expect this trip to be as fun.
With 2 Kapar people, 1 TNB people, 1 Batu 15 people, 1 Shah Alam people, 1 Johor people and 1 Sabah people in the trip. 3 totally new faces, yet it was like we already knew each other for long.

Actually I've just visited Langkawi Island last year with a gang of crazy guys (my brother's friends), so this is my second visit to the same island. Though we visited the same places in the island, but with different people in the trip, it was a totally different feel, of course we had fun, no doubt!! haha..

Too bad I can't upload pictures in my blog due to some errors on this page. Anyway, thanks to all who joined the trip, thanks for the jokes, excitement and fun that are shared. Not to forget our driver who drove us around in the island, thanks to him that we get to visit so many places. He was so professional that he insisted on driving though his leg got hurt while walking back from the waterfall because the rest of us don't use to drive a van.

Back from the trip, I realize something, life is about spreading the fun, to the people around us, it doesn't matter who they are, or who we are. Friendship starts from strangers :-P..

When is our next trip ar? haha..

Thank you

I finally made it. The decision.
But it was not over, it was rather a new start.
Nothing is matter now, because I have found the answer.
and learned the definition of a new word.

Thank you so much for showing me the way and cutting off my burden.
Thank you, and I will keep smiling :-)

I am confused, losing my direction.
I have been taking too much time, walking too far.
To finally realize that I am merely wandering in the same place.
To return or to continue seeking for the right path.

This is it. Decision.

Often,
truth is cruel,
but we are all protected from it,
by lies.
Things could be pretty ugly sometimes,
without we realizing it.

Another Tag

Things I'm passionate about:
*1. ice creams
*2. sea and mountains
*3. night sky
*4. clothes
*5. cakes
*6. chocolates
*7. snow
*8. buildings

8 things I say too often:
*1. eh..
*2. har?
*3. yameh?
*4. don't care
*5. blardy..
*6. stupid
*7. dunno
*8. ok

8 books I've read recently
*1. 人生的真相
*2. 做事与做人

8 songs I could listen to over and over again
*1. Bleeding love
*2. Better in time
*3. love is colour blind
*4. When you're gone
*5. 新不了情
*6. 依然是朋友
*7. 落跑新娘
*8. 彩虹天堂

8 things I learnt for the past year
*1. Nothing is eternal.
*2. Rely on no one but yourself.
*3. People lie, sometimes for no reason.
*4. Happiness doesn't come to you, you go for it.
*5. Be kind to yourself.
*6. Time will tell, and it will heal.
*7. Never take anything for granted.
*8. Appreciate, and express your appreciation.