24 08 08

I told my friends, convocation is a good way to evaluate your friendship network and to know how popular you are in the university.

The flowers and presents are not for us.
We are not graduating yet.

-SY-Me-Peter-
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24/08 is Yuin Yee's birthday as well.
He is 3 years older than me now :-)

We treated him a meal in Kg Bali.
He is a very good friend, a very nice guy.
I always believe that he will be a good husband and daddy in the future ^_^

Happy Birthday Yuin Yee!!!
May whatever you wish for in your birthday comes true.
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朋友提醒我要提防某些人，我冷笑。
因为这反而让我有点释怀。
不会再让无知与自尊牵着我的鼻子走。
有些人是真心对你好的，但并不代表所有人都是没有恶意的。
学会了自我增值，很多事情都能看得很开。

p/s: 朋友，不要再自欺欺人了。别人设下陷阱让你掉进去，你就不要再愚蠢的把陷阱越挖越深让自己越陷越深。爬出陷阱或许不容易，可是绳子已经被抛下，把不把握也只有靠你自己了，不要再盲目的找寻一大堆理由欺骗自己说服别人说自己不在陷阱里。

Memories

I told my friend I was thinner during my secondary school time.

He wants to see how I look like before coming to UTP.

This picture was taken after SPM.
Only four people in the picture, if you don't know which one is me, I don't know what to say already.

This picture was taken during Form 4 time.
I looked tan because I was exposed too much to the sunshine.

Spot me! Spot me!!

This small boy is sweet. He texted me to wish me Happy Birthday.
It was my birthday according to Chinese Lunar calendar, but my friends said it wasn't my 'real' birthday.
*hmm.. what do you mean by 'real' wo..*

One of my friends told me that I am not supposed to celebrate my lunar birthday with my friends, I should celebrate it with my family instead, but I am so far from my house now :-( My younger brother texted me using my sister's handphone, but he only typed four words "生日快乐".

I remember he hasn't learned hanyu pinyin yet, that's why I was kinda surprised.. hehe.. and at first I thought it was my sister who sms-ed me, so I replied "不要讲罢了，礼物咧？" (Don't say only, where is my present? ). There was no reply after that. I think he only knows how to type that four characters.. haha..

Not knowing how to reply, he called me after that and asked me to eat more and nice food.
Isn't he sweet? ^_^

.....

2 days ago (14th day of 7th month in Lunar calendar), JiaMin came to my room.

I told her :"After I cut my hair, I stand in front of the mirror, you know what I see?"

JiaMin : "What?"

Me :"My mother."

JiaMin : ".......... " (she freak out..)


/ It was not a good day to talk about those kind of stuff, but it wasn't a joke.
I only realize that I look like my mother after I cut my hair -_-" /

Take A Bow - Rihanna

How 'bout a round of applause
Yeah
Standing ovation
Oooohh Oh Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

And don't tell me you're sorry 'cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
You betta hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on
Talkin 'bout "Girl I love you, you're the one"
This just looks like a re-run
Please
What else is on ?

And don't tell me you're sorry
'Cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
But that was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Ooohhhhh
And the award for
The best liar goes to you,
For makin me believe
That you could be Faithful
To me
let's hear your speach
ooohhhhh!

How 'bout a round of applause
A standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
But that was quite a show
Very entertainin'
Yeah Yeah Yeah
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

But it's over now...

长。短

我曾经因为一个人的一句话，放弃了当时想要把头发剪短的念头。直到前几天突然又冒起了这样的念头，可是这一次，不出三天我就把它给实践了。

不是厌倦了长发，只是突然很想让自己释怀一下。近期发生了这么多事，我学会了不让别人左右我的决定，学会了为自己而活。家人也是在生米煮成熟饭后，才得知我的这项决定，当然他们不会有很大的意见，因为他们知道他们的意见对我起不了很大的作用，他们已经习惯了我的我行我素 :-P

从小学毕业后头发就不曾短过肩膀，这个转变对我而言有着一定的意义，它替我转述着一个事实。如果被问起会不会想念长发，或许会，可是我不会后悔，因为这是我的决定。


一位印裔同胞对我说：“为什么你把头发剪短？你已经不漂亮了，我对你失去了兴趣。”
（这似乎是件好事哦..）
一位莫桑比克朋友对我说：“我还是比较喜欢你的长发。”
（嗯.. 我想.. 我自己喜欢比较重要吧？）

虽然还不是很习惯自己现在的样子，可是觉得自己的头轻了很多，心情也好了许多 ：-）

CIDB Seminar

We attended a CIDB (Construction Industry Development Board Malaysia) seminar last Saturday which is compulsory for us in order to obtain a Green Card to enter construction site in the future. We are future Civil Engineers ( .. if manage to graduate la...), there are chances that we will need to go to the sites.

Oh ya.. forgot to mention, it was a 8-hour seminar.

Joshua was called to be the volunteer to demonstrate the right way of using safety harness.

At the end of the seminar, each of us get a safety helmet for free :-P
Errmm.. I think Civil Engineering department paid for it.

We were so excited that we started our camwhore session with the safety helmet.
These two uncles trying to act coooool..

You can say we don't have the engineer's look (may be not yet..),
but please don't say we look like site workers.. please..

The seminar wasn't that effective I guess..
Because even after the seminar, out of 7 people, only one of us wore the helmet in the right way.

-Civil Girls-

While we were camwhoring, we smelt durians!!
Guess what, the pak guards were having durian party behind Pocket C!! haha..

Pak guards are generous, they might not be willing in giving summons,
but they are more than happy to share the local fruits with students.
"Ambik la.. ambik lagi.. "

(一袋红毛丹就可以收买她们的心.. )

Eh.. Yasmin??
I remember in the seminar, we were told not to misuse the safety helmet..

of Dog, Bone and Fishes

When I was small, my primary school teacher told me this story:

Once upon a time, there was a dog with a bone in its mouth. It crossed a bridge and saw its own reflection in the river. It thought there was another dog in the river with another bone, so it stupidly jumped into the river, wanted to fight for another bone. Consequently, not only it didn't get the bone in the water, it lost its own bone as well.
Moral of the story : Don't be greedy.

Now, I am not primary school kid anymore. I have my own version of the story:

Once upon a time, there was a dog with the same bone, crossed the same bridge, saw the same reflection of itself, thought the same thing, did the same thing and jumped into the same river. Ok, of course it didn't get the bone in the river and it eventually lost his own bone, but instead of feeling sad and regret upon its loss, it started to blame the fishes in the water for stealing its bone away. The bone was somewhere in the water, just that the dog couldn't find it. The fishes actually didn't care about the existence of the bone in the water, because it doesn't cause any increase in BOD of the water, but they, being innocent, were blamed over something ridiculous which they had never done before. Now, there was no more peace in the water. Will the dog poison the river? We will see.....
Moral of the story: Don't know, think about it yourself.

You actually think that fish eat bones???

没关系

对这三个字有很深一层的见解,
已经懂得如何运用它。
有些事情无法改变，
顺其自然就好。
无憾，无悔，我已尽了力。

宽容不该被建筑在痛苦上，
我不懂得宽容，
更不会觉得痛苦。
所以没什么好伤气的。

没关系，大家开心就好。

FEI conversation

me: ei

b4 u decided to take the offer of a company

what wud u ask bout the company?

ABC: got leng lui or not ah

the sv leng or not ah

got own cubicle or not ah

bonus how much ah

salary got above 2500 or not ah

when can be promoted ah

and retirement plan lo

me: oooooo..... icic

good questions

i never thought of that much ler

tot wanna ask will the company kena robbed onot ar

will the company bankrupt within 3 years onot ar

will the CEO run away with the money onot ar

or will the company building collapse

n how wud we know when it will collapse

ABC: ei

good question wo

aiya

i din asked before

die la

ook ok

i go and ask sv now

one more question

very important one

me: what question?

ABC: whether they provide 雪皮月亮饼 in the canteen or not

me: oooohhhh ya hor.. forgot pulak ishh...

how can i forget this so important thing



p/s: 雪= snow 皮= skin 月亮= moon 饼 = cake
it was a stupid direct translation actually...
should be 冰皮月饼

The Crazy Uncivilized People

In Wastewater Engineering lab
........

Yes, we were dealing with wastewater.
The water from the academic buildings, cafeterias, kitchens and even from the toilets....
Disgusting huh..
What to do? This is what we civilized people have to do. *sigh*

If you see properly, that equipment shouldn't be used this way.
Ok la.. I admit, I was pretending only.

This one even worse..
She simply grab anything on the table and acts like so professional..
*sorry.. ShiouTing.. I am just telling the truth*

While waiting for COD test and TSS test results..
this is what we do..

KeeHui, YewTeng, AngKhian and ShiouTing

Too bad Uncle Ling is not in the same lab session with us.

YewTeng and I

See.. that Munirah and her friend also came and join us.

KeeHui said his hand is longer so he offered himself to hold the camera.. -_-"

Thanks to Vannak for this picture.
We actually blamed him for not holding the camera in the position we wanted it to.
But after we saw this picture, we were speechless.
It's nice.
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Oh ya.. forgot to mention something..
There was a small incident happened in the lab.

These 2 people were quarreling..

They couldn't reach to an agreement, they ended up fighting..
But how come ShiouTing looked like laughing, instead of crying?

KeeHui tried to become the middle person..
So, this is what happened to him..

But after all, we are still good coursemates.
Loving each other.


This is Civilians, we don't talk nicely.
We don't know how to console each other.
And it seems that we don't respect each other as well.

We like to criticize, scold, fight, find fault...
We like to do all the stupid stuff.

Because this is us..
The Crazy Civil Gang

脚车

这一切都不是没有前兆，只是我不愿意相信。
我看见了预言，只是我选择坚持。
脚车不见了，我不愤怒，不慌张，意外的镇定。
我并不是早知道它会不见，也不曾祈祷它会不见，只是我闻见了它要带给我的信息。
我看见了这背后的意义。

卸下沉重的负担，没有了无力感。
感觉很轻，很自在。
我要一直这样下去。

也许我在乎的并不是那辆脚车，而是骑脚车的感觉。
如果因为那种虚幻不务实的感觉让我一直对那辆脚车耿耿于怀，那我岂不是会错过得更多？
脚车的意义在哪里？

30.7.08

I like being part of this course, though we always have to stand the hot sun.

I like people to call us as 'civil girls', although when they say that, they mean 'guyish'.
They say, civilians are not civilized at all. Ermm.. may be.
We talk to each others like scolding, because that is the most usual way we communicate with each other.
We started to have civilians outings since previous semester, usually there will be at least 1 outsiders in our outing. Lol..
But this time, only civilians were presence.
And this is our last semester before we going for internship.

So, "What are we actually celebrating today?"
Haha.. who cares? The most important thing was to have fun!!
"Celebrate our third-year in UTP of course!!"
In other words, we are getting older. *sigh*

We had our dinner in Citrus.
Nice environment + nice food + great friends = Marvelous dinner!!

We shifted to the table in the garden for our dessert.

At first we planned to watch a movie, but the cinema was full on that day.
We ended up went to sing K.

Frankly, that was the first time I actually sang in front of my friends.
But Angkhian told me after that she could hardly hear my voice.
It was then 1 something in the morning, but we still didn't want to call it a day.
We somehow felt like it hadn't reached the climax of the outing yet.

Where was that? Somewhere in Ipoh.
And what were we holding? haha..

Acting Emo :-P

-_-"

That was our craziest outing and it could be the last one, too.