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Got tagged by aiting.

The Rules:-
1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

Random Fact #1
I am stubborn and don't like to listen to others. Sometimes, eventhough I know what people said is true the advice is good, but I just don't like to follow. And I don't know why I behave this way.

Random Fact #2
I am afraid of fire and heat. I actually don't know how to use a lighter.

Random Fact #3
I have no sense of direction. I can't recognize roads and directions, even in my own hometown, so I always get lost. And since I am so use to getting lost, I never panic when I am lost (Should I be proud of this? -_-").

Random Fact #4
I am not a sociable person, or is it because of how I look? My parents say I look fierce and unfriendly, my friends say I look quiet. In fact, I wouldn't start a chat with strangers if it is not because of official purpose and I can't get very closed to someone easily.

Random Fact #5
I hate liars. yea.. who doesn't? Nevertheless, I always want to find out the reasons people tell lie to me, if the reason is reasonable, I would forgive them.

Random Fact #6
I hate money-minded person, those people who see money as important as their life and think that money is everything. They will only do things which are beneficial to them. We call those people 'slave of money' (钱奴).

Random Fact #7
I am emotional and don't know how to hide my anger. I tend to speak out everything in my mind when I am angry, but if I get too angry, I can't talk.

Random Fact #8
I hate people who doesn't know how to respect others or take care of others' feeling. I hate people who like to judge others based on physical look and like to say things which have not been filtered by the brain. Those people who know that their dumb remarks hurt others but still think that there is nothing wrong with it. This kind of people is so ridiculous.

# Since most of my friends are tagged, can I just ignore the third and fourth rules? #

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WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?

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Damn

Busy

Have been really busy lately. This week is the craziest week ever. With loads of work, and my situation now is like "Got time to die, no time to fall sick". Yet, I fell sick in this very moment, recovering now.

This week is gonna end in few more days. I am praying hard, for everything turns out to be fine.

I just came to know that I am tagged. Sorry cause I have no time to post about it yet. But promise I will post about it after this week k.. :)

Mid semester break will be over in less than 4 hours. Regret for not fully use the one week time. How I wish I could turn back time, to the first day of the break.. who doesn't wish to? sigh...

One week is definitely not enough, I still have so many things undone.

This coming week will be a very hectic one, I wish I could carry on with my initial plan to go back home anyway.

Stress arrrr.... why do we have to study larrrr???

p/s: F.E.I has reached a higher level, higher achievement and more contributors. By achieving more than 100 visitors in less than 4 days, we even have supporters from different place, different races and different religions, we know that we are growing stronger each and everyday. Of course DUG is not a threat for us.

F.E.I

Uni life = assignments, tests, quizzes, lab reports...........

So..

this is how the way we release tension ---> F.E.I.

“你的记性这么差，那么过了十年以后，你一定记不起我是谁咯。”

“可能哦。”

回忆行李箱

打开储藏室里的衣柜，发现里面藏着一个残旧的行李箱，才惊觉自己原来还有这样的一个行李箱。已经忘了行李箱里可能藏有的东西，把它打开，映入眼里的全都是些曾经给了她很多回忆的东西，让她突然找回了很多旧记忆。她喜欢收藏旧东西，曾经爱不释手的东西就算坏了也不舍得丢；从小到大收过的礼物就算用不着也不会扔掉；小时侯觉得很有意义的小玩意儿就算长大后发觉那些东西其实幼稚到不行却也还是不忍心把它们丢进垃圾桶里；曾经带给她无比回忆的东西更不必多说了。

她从行李箱里取出一件件的旧物品，数着一件件的旧回忆。她是个很怀旧的人，觉得曾经拥有过的东西都有它的价值所在，所以她都不忍心贬掉它们的价值。可是当值得回忆的东西随着岁月增多时，小小的行李箱根本就装不下。

我们都很欣赏怀旧的人，觉得他们不贪新厌旧的精神很值得赞扬。可是我却觉得太怀旧的人很可怜，他们要收藏着那么多的旧东西不是很累吗？就算过了很久，他们依然不舍得扔掉那些旧东西，行李箱再大也会有被装满的一天，那他们到底要有多少个行李箱啊？

我们每个人都是生命的旅客，带着一个行李箱在人生展开旅程，而旅途的终站便是我们奄下最后一口气的那天。一路上所得到点点滴滴的回忆都会被装入行李箱里，被带着继续上路。有的时候，我们应该要学会释怀，适时地丢掉某些泛久的记忆。因为当行李箱被回忆装得满满的时候，脚步就会变得缓慢，而且要背负着那么多的回忆未免也太沉重了些？某些应该丢掉的回忆就不要执著的紧捉着不肯放手，这样的话再灿烂的回忆也都会变成累赘，到时有多少美丽的风景会因此被错过呢？

择偶条件

许久前答应过朋友要以这个标题写下这篇文章，虽然迟了些，可是还是有个交待吧.. =)

还记得中学时，我们一班姐妹喜欢一起闲聊，瞳景自己的未来。当时我们大多数都还没有恋爱经验，所以我们都会谈及我们的择偶条件。可是通常说到这话题时，不是每个人都会出声，而每一次我都只是扮演着旁听者的角色，听她们开出五花八门的条件。那些条件不外是：一八零身高，有钱，有车，有楼，有样，有型，有事业，有成就，有家产，有地位，有权力，有才华，有性格，有智慧，有幽默感，有胸肌，专一，浪漫等等。听完以后我常会转过头偷笑，因为这种男生不是根本不存在，就是已经绝种了，再不然就是正在逃亡的路途中，为什么?这么好的男生如果还存在这世界上难道不会造成其他男生的威胁吗？那这些好男生当然很有可能会面对被灭口的命运咯。

我自认比较踏实，所以我觉得男生毋须高大威猛，只要高度标准；毋须有才华，只要有思想；毋须要有钱，只要有志气；毋须要浪漫，只要不口花花，这样就可以了，当然最重要的还是真心。有哪个男生不想要有个模特儿或空姐女朋友，所以这些事是两极化的，你嫌人家；人家嫌你。我自己也不是那种有样貌，有身材，有家世，有气质，有才华的女生，所以也不用妄想太多。

可是世事往往不会如你所料般进行，因为你不可能猜到下一秒会遇见什么样的人。当你真正遇到那个人时，你还会记得自己曾开过的条件吗？最好的东西往往在你最没预备的时候出现，也往往是你是最预想不到的惊喜，与其浪费精神异想天开，还不如好好地珍惜当下所拥有的东西。

*以上论文，纯属本人意见，如有冒犯，敬请见谅*

Meaningful phrases

Never explain yourself to anyone,

because the person who likes you doesn't need it,

and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

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Don't let someone become a priority in your life,

when you are just an option in their life.

Relationships work best when they are balanced.

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When we wake up in the morning,

we have two simple choices;

go back to sleep and dream,

or wake up and chase those dreams.

Choice is yours.

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We make them cry who care for us,

we cry for those who never care for us,

and we care for those who never cry for us.

This is the truth of life, it's strange but it's true.

Once you realize this, it is never too late to change.

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Don't make promises when you are in joy,

don't reply when you are sad,

don't take decision when you are angry.

Think twice, act wise.

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Time is like a river,

you cannot touch the same water twice,

because the flow that has been passed will never pass again.

Enjoy every moment in life.

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Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want,

it is the realization of how much you already have.

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When the door of happiness closes, another opens,

but often times we look so long at the closed door

that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

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It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it,

but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

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The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything,

they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

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The brightest future will always based on a forgotten past,

you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Sometimes, I just wanna make it precious.
For keeping so many things within myself.
I never say it
not because I don't mean it,
rather,
I take it as a promise made silently in my heart,
and I thought you could see it through my eyes.

Although I never doubt your words,
but words spoken could be blown away,
only when it is kept in the heart, it will forever be there.

I tried to protect so hard but
my will was restrained by my ability,
my movement was restrained by my sensibility,
my heart was restrained by my brain,
my feeling was restrained by my mind,
yet my eyes did the decision for me.

I am learning to let go,
for reason that seems to be so unsure.
Whatever reason it could be is not important anymore,
for it is only to persuade the one who is giving it,
and to console the one who is receiving it.

As I found out that the anger released
wasn't meant to point on you,
it was rather the frustration within myself.

Mid-Sem Break

Past week is really a tough week for all my coursemates. We had 2 tests and 2 blardy assignments due that week. I slept as early as 5am yesterday, yet still couldn't finish up the assignments. We ended up submitted whatever we have written or crapped in the paper, even the questions without answer.

The tough time is finally over, and here comes the mid-sem break, Malaysia election day falls on the first day of the break, anyway it has nothing to do with me, I still cannot vote yet. But this is the first time I can't spend my one-week break in my hometown, due to the election.

This break is a crazy one also, just look at the tasks to be completed by me at the end of the break:
1. Environmental Engineering lab report
2. Structural Analysis lab report
3. Foundation and Earth Structure lab report
4. Transportation Engineering assignmentsss (2 sets.. d*mn)
5. Foundation and Earth Structure assignment
6. Environmental Engineering field trip report
7. Bridge model project

and tests after the break:
1. Foundation and Earth Structure
2. Transportation Engineering
3. Structural Analysis (hopefully being cancelled.. yea.. I'm dreaming)

Arrghh.. what kind of break is this? I am going crazy soon..

Sorry

Sometimes, I hate the word sorry, as its just a word for the one who says it to feel less guilty and for the one who listens it to feel superior, yet it carries no meaning.
I know you didn't mean it, because you never understand how it hurts and how much it hurts. I know I shouldn't release my anger on you, but it somehow make me feel better.
I never meant to revenge anything, but sometimes being too sensible just another way of torturing yourself. I am learning to be rebellious, unreasonable and cold-hearted, to protect myself from getting anymore hurts. I just don't want to be cruel to myself again, I just want to treat myself in a better way, so that I can be really tough. Because its so hard to pretend to be tough.

Friendship

I don't like the year of 2008.
I know this is just the beginning of the year, but I just don't like this year. There are so many things happened within the first three months of the year, be it good one or bad one, all of them are unexpected ones.
I am grateful that all these things actually bring us much closer. We talk more, shop more, eat more, lil macau more, club more, drink more and of course, laugh more.
After going through so many ups and downs, accompanied by laughters and tears, we learnt a lesson about true friendship.





* p/s:
'YES I DO.'
This is gonna be the new slogan in house L4.1 =)
Finally we have some good news after so many bad ones. *

Will be having 2 tests in less than 7 hours from now, yet I still haven't finished studying all the chapters covered.
So damn stressed now..
Hate tests!!!
Tests make our life miseable.. Arrgghhh.. I wanna quit my uni!!!

“为什么你每次都那么容易就上当？”

突然被某位朋友问起这样的问题。

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当然，这也是因为我不止一次被欺骗，被戏弄的缘故。可是，当被问起这问题时，我开始反思起来了。是我的判断能力出了问题吗？还是我真得那么愚蠢？亦或者是我的思想太单纯太简单了才那么容易受骗？

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后来，我给了朋友这样的答案：“因为我不觉得那些骗我的人会有什么居心。”

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可能我的想法有时候就是太天真了吧，我常常觉得人性是善良的，他们应该不会那么有心机。很多时候当朋友告诉我一个难以置信的事时，其实从他们的眼神里就可以看得出点玄机，可是我却宁可相信他们说的是真话，所以才会一次又一次的上他们的当。如果耍你的人并无恶意的话，只要不伤害到任何人，我倒是不会放在心上。

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所以，就算知道你的话只有万分之一的可能性是真的，我还是选择相信那万分之一。

Wake up

So I tell myself,
to be down to earth,
and stop all the silly thoughts.

You're smart,
you're sensible,
you're strong,
so,
you can surely go through it,
the thunderstorm is gonna over
soon, very very soon,
and the beautiful rainbow is waiting you ahead.

Bear in mind that,
no one understands you better
than you do,
no one knows you better
than you do,
and no one loves you more
than you do.

So stop torturing yourself and treat yourself in a better way
you don't deserve all those sh*t.

Saturday

Its a weekend again, it was supposed to be the best time for us to study, but I ended up wasted the whole Saturday doing nothing useful. We had Transportation Engineering field work in the morning, it was a 2-hour field work by sitting at the roadside counting vehicles on the road. Easy field work, relaxing and nothing much to do, so we ended up chit-chatting and making stupid jokes, hopefully we didn't miscount the number of cars (Civilians always like that, we never been serious in any field work, yet we have fun!! =P).

The weather this few days is really cool, cloudy and cooling, so nice to sleep. So I spent the whole Saturday noon on the bed, I bet not only me, those who were in the room yesterday must be doing the same thing as well. You might think that the cold weather is wasted if it was not fully used to sleep.. haha..

It was then this Harpreet Kaur asked me to go for sport with her. We went to jog and continued by squash. It started to rain when we were playing squash, and I had to cycle back room in the rain.. it was sooooo damnnnn freaking cold~ cycling from sport complex to V5K..

That was it, my Saturday gone just like that. The consequence of not doing warm up before playing sport is that.... my muscles damn painful now :(

p/s: Harpreet Kaur, regretted follow you to sport la.. =P